What You Give Away

[Verse 1] I keep my keys by the door Then I still come back You call it love in the morning By night, it’s a trap You say one thing, then another I’m dizzy in your hands I hate how close I still hold you I hate how much I can [Pre-Chorus] I’m sick of the swing I’m sick of the pull You want me half gone Then all in, like I’m yours I see the truth Then I make myself blind I’m running in circles While you change your mind [Chorus] What you give away Is what I begged for What you give away You never gave me before I’m hurt, I’m done I’m still not free What you give away Was always for everybody [Verse 2] I watched you smile so easy For them like it’s nothing While I was left with the scraps And a room full of nothing You had my heart on a leash Then you cut me loose slow Now every promise tastes dirty And I still don’t go [Pre-Chorus] I’m sick of the swing I’m sick of the pull You want me close enough To keep me under your thumb I see the truth Then I make myself stay You break me open Then you beg me to wait [Chorus] What you give away Is what I begged for What you give away You never gave me before I’m hurt, I’m done I’m still not free What you give away Was always for everybody [Bridge] Maybe I loved the wreckage More than I loved myself Maybe I kept on bleeding Just to prove I’d held on well But I can feel it now The disgust in my chest I don’t want your almost I don’t want your less [Final Chorus] What you give away Is what I begged for What you give away You never gave me before I’m hurt, I’m done I’m finally free What you give away Don’t hand it back to me What you give away Let it go to dust What you give away Was never love enough